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Friday, December 23, 2005

Looks like i've added another member of this blogger....hahaha..tat is mariazela...she browsed thorugh my blog and she said "kauz lawa siak..mccm mana kau buat jannah?"then i taught her the procedures..it wasnt a face-to-face basis bt through the phone..it's kinda 'merepek' actually bt so wat?she took hours to choose the designs for her blog...so fussy!

For you who's reading this i sincerely apologised for the harsh words tat i've said...i didint mean to bt it juz seems like tis is one of the way i pour out all my feelings..anger, sadness, happiness,crappiness,headacheness etc.....im truly sori of i hv offended you...i hope we can still be frens..i hope we can still chat on the phone..i hope we can still be able to hang out together..i hope we can still laugh out the nonsensical jokes...i hope we can still able to share our probs together..and i hope we can still laugh and cry together... ):"

As i was watching Smallville on StarWorld channel...i heard "Asslamualaikum"...it was the voice of my cousins..i was like oh my gawd..should i or should i not open the door..the reason why i was behaving like an insane person is because i was wearing my nightgown and here they are waiting for me to open the door..so dgn muka tebal i let them in...and my aunt was like "aiseyman kak, sexy npk...?"hehehe...i quickly changed into t-shirts and pants..paisey man...hehehe.....

Can't wait to have party todae during EVM...yeah!!!!more food and more pics!!!!!hv fun galz!!!!

Love is friendship set on fire.....

12:52 AM

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Here are sum of the pics tat we took during the skit comp...sori ogy i stole it from you...

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the "Devil" and "Angel"

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the casts

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the Drama Queen

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One of the scene

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the winners and the runner up

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ISA & ISC

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receiving the prize wif mrs heng

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wat's wif tat pose?

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too stress b4 the show

7:07 AM


Sometimes i juz dun understand wif myself....too many things going around my mind....bt wateva it is i owe u a million thakz to hubby, mohd khairi, for giving me encouragement and words of wisdom...thankiez dear...muackz!

Haiz...hv to think and settle sum stuff during the holz....i juz cant resist being like this foreva...i juz dun feeel uncomfy...GOSH!!!

PR CA is comin around the corner...and i dun even understand 1 shit of it...hv to relax and get calm...hv to worked my brain during the holz...jgn nk kluar je... :)

Thankiez to wawa for borrowing me the quotable quotes..i dunno why im into quotes nw bt it sems fun.....nw im gonna write tat quotes down on my organizer...ciaoz babiez!

My heart leaps for joy as much as my love is found..Love as it is, that our dreams come true..Mangled into miracles, to make our lives anew...With this relationship, lifelong promises, whispered and sealed....



6:51 AM

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Seems like there's so much to update..bt dunno where to start....hmm...

A tribute to my best buddy..mariazela...for all the things you have went through recently,juz be strong and have faith in you...dun u ever forget that i'll always be by ur side no matter wat happens..wat are scorpio's for rite? :)

Sometimes silence can have a thousand meanings...whether that silence is a revenge or a sweet one...only you have the answer to it...i dun understand why you have to behave in that way since i did nothing to offend u in one way or another..if i did can u please confront to me and spill everything out...i juz cant stand the silence tat killing me....Aaaaaarrrrrggggghhhhhhh!!!!!F**K!!!!!!!!

Apologise about that....sumtimes i got too emotional...orytez here are some of the stuff tat i did during the weekends..went to zela's place cos hv kenduri for his younger brother..kenduri sunatlah katakan...after tat went to beacgh road to get hubby's army stuff together wif irwan and his mom...haiz...tomorrow he'll be back in tekong for another week of "TORTURE"...hehehe..and tat includes the food too..too bad dear... ):

Hmm...sunday was a food festival for me...hahahahaha..cos i was eating a looootttttzzzzzz!!!!mang izat treat our family to CCK Park seafood..the food was there was totally delicious and awesome!!!!(psst:though i went b4..hehehe..)bik ani and i even ate the bone of the sweet and sour fish...tk agak2 ni makcik and anak sedara....after tat my unc ordered satay...YUMMY!!!!nt enuff of tat, we went to Mr Teh Tarik to hv sum king of dessert..i had teh cino and i shared ice cream cocktail wif cik ina...

So much fun of munching i almost forgot the time..it was 10.45pm...usually during this time he'll msg me to call..so i waited for 5 mins...hmm..senyap je...i end up calling him..he was about to sleep..he hv some test the next day...after uttering the normal speech we put down..and without noticing, alll of a sudden my tears clouded my eyes...oh my gawd!!!i quickly wipe it off b4 it flows down...i juz dunno why i miss him..gosh!!!i msg zela about wat happened and to my amazement..guess wat???i accidentally sent to him...F**K!!!!!!!!i was like oh shit!oh my gawd!then my aunt was like "asal?tersalah antar msg?"then i was like"a'ah...kauz..abis..."bt i did send him a msg tat no doubt tat im missing him...hmmm....

Reached hm 11+..watched kuch kuch hota hai then revised my EVM..i juz couldnt my eyes to sleep..bt i hv to force myself....

Had KDS test juz nw and my typing speed is 35wpm and 97% accuracy...oklah..watched video of the skit...kekek eh...hahaha...kak sally announced about the christmas party thingy this thursday...Yeah!!!cant wait..more food!!!!!gosh i think im gonna have my menses..haiz....


Planning Preparation Prevents Poor Performance....

8:15 AM

Saturday, December 17, 2005

First thing first..congrats to ISC for winning the skit comp this morning.....and not forgetting my galz of ISA....we did it galz!!!!!!!gosh i was so shocked tat we're in the top 3 placing..cos we're not confident tat we can even win anything for today's comp.....though i was a bit nervous...bt i was able to manage....congrats once again to ogypogycit for winning the title of DRAMA QUEEN...ur 1 great hot "DEVIL"....hahaha..and not forgetting the rest of the casts as well...wani, hana, the 3 galz (sally, sikin and siti zaiton),rehan and linda..we really broke our leg guys....hahaha....and to the most impt people...THE CREWS!!!!u guys rawwwwwkkkkzzzz!!!!wif all the props and the 'dried ice'..great job guys...finally we couldnt have won the skit w/o them..our director, charmaine and our asst director haida.....once again WE DID IT ISA!!!!!!

I was in a rush after the skit comp to pasir ris...hubby's back!!!!!im soooooo excited....hahaha....stop it jannah...dnu exaggerate....ok...i was supposed to meet him @ McD bt he's nt there so i waited for a few mins and i was stunned...OH MY GAWD!!!!!he's totally look different....he's no more the big size guy tat i knew....gosh..and he's darker too...ish2...went back wif his bunkmates...kecohrablez siak.....tk sempat2 1 of his bunkmates mintak no wif tis gal in the train..can u imagine...?hahaha...and guess wat??tat gal even followed us to CCK...semangat siak.....had lunch @ Lot1 foodcourt...

Nw im @ Naz place...hehe..sori eh naz....oklah off i go...cos tat idiotic polong wanna use the internet....

Adioz and congrats once again to ISA...from singapore's very own Oprah Winfrey.....

9:15 AM

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Why are you behaving in such manner?i hate to be a hypocrite and so do you...well..i juz hope you'll able to change for the better...

Life doesnt seems to be as simple as people could imagine...we hv to go through ups and downs more than u can imagine...bt it's only we ourselves that able to change despite the advices that u received frm a fren..think it through....

Hv done nothing much yesterday in school..as usual...blogging away instead of paying attention in class..i dounno know wat's goin to happen wif me...instead of studyin, here i am blogging away or blog hopping....START BUCKING UP NUR JANNAH!!!!!!!!EVM test is on next monday and by hook or by crook i hv to study....

2dae was the earliest i reached hm for this week...had no rehearsals no nothing... called adik for awhile cos she hv to sleep...Zzzzzz....

Changing of weather may lead you to flu and cough...tat's wat happen to hubby now..he's been coughing and sneezing away while we talked on the phone..gosh...hope u'd take care of urself and get well soon aite dear..... :)

Fail to planning is planning to fail......

3:29 PM

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

It's been ages since i had listening comprehension...the last time i had was when i was in primary school..and guess wat?i didnt know that in ite life there's also such stuff...ish2...yah..we had listening comprehension during BZC lesson for our CA...terpaksalah kena bukak telinga to besar2 nk dgr the information...hahaha...

Wawa and ogy took AL after BZC lesson cos ogy was hving flu while wawa need to visit her father..and my day was fuckingly boring like hell...esp the last period..gosh it's as if we nvr even pay attention to his class..i was like surfing the internet, blogging and blog hopping...wat a day...

Had fun time during malay dance practice..i learnt new dance..partly cos i end class at 5.15...hmmph....saw them danced "Asmaradana"..nice galz...and we had sum basic practice cos there's 2 new members..welcum to PPS ladies...kak ira n i have to do 5 ketuk ketampi..dah macam labu labi sey...hahahaz...i thought of going hm early bt since it was raining heavily i hv to wait awhile...

Reach hm..had my shower and had my dinner then i call adik...she asked me "kakak bila kakak nk dtg rumah adik lagi?nanti mama masakkan kakak ayam honey.."aiseyman adik soalan cepumas betol..maybe next time k sweetz...

Shacked, tired , exhausted etc..the most common word used by NS army guyz...haiz...countdown to 3 days time...yeah!!!!

Happy birthday to my unc, Rohaizat and kak Juanna..

The information you received from your survey can only be as good as your survey.....

2:34 PM

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Good news!!!!the skit competiton has changed the timing to 9.15 in the morning...im sooooooo happy!!!!!!!!YEAHHH!!!!!okok..cut the crappiness of u jannah...

So,monday is here again..another week in ite bishan wif all my galfrens...had rehearsal after sch wif all the props ready...the crews really did a great job..well done guys!!!!especially the props for the "angel" and the "devil"...after that ogypogy and i headed to town to searched for her "devil" outft...it's been such a long time since i went to town...so, we went to far east,then to heeren and last stop cineleisure...

Found her top @ MANGO and guess wat?my pri sch mate worked there...nice meeting u farah...the top was superb...it's...hmm..make it a surprise to the ISA galz...juz wait for the day to arrive....muahahahaha..gosh im starting to becum like a devil...

Been searching for her red bangle bt end up we found a lot of necklaces...bingit sey..ending up she bought a pair of earring...and i owe a million thanks to u ogypogycit for buying me a pair of earring..it's in BLUE!!!thx darlz....

Enuff of walking we bought ourselves sum food from old chang kee..yummy!!!!we sat at taka...beside the 7-11 store..mcm2 org kita jumpa...yg nk dermalah, yg nak highlight our hair lah..are they blind or wat?obviously the both of us are wearing sch u and yet they asked us whether we wanna highlight our hair?siow...

After the resting session,ogy accomoamied to orchard library cos i need to return the book and borrowed a new 1....then we went to Art Friend and guess wat??that ogypogy juz couldnt resist herself from buying her stationeries...ish2...she bought altogeher a few BLUE pens cos in her pencil box there are more coloured pens than blue pens tat we are supposed to be using in sch..agak2 eh....and we found out a box of markers cost $400+..can u imagine for juz a box of markers and it cost that much????gosh....

Reach hm arnd 8+..and cik ina and family was there watching tom yum goong..wat a show....

The most surprising thing i did today was.....i called hubby's lil sis...zakiyah...hahahaha...i juz couldnt believe that i called her..hmm..bt it's nice talking to her on the phone...she was kinda bored so i talked to her for a short while b4 i called hubby...now i know everything abt u hubby...hahahaha...secrets have been revealed... :)

Hmm..4 more days b4 my skit comp and b4 he's out from tekong...cant wait....

2:34 PM

Monday, December 12, 2005

Maeahi...maeahu..meahi...maeahuhu...
It's been such a long time since i watched a movie..bt a million thanks to mu lovely aunt and my hmmm charming??? uncle..hahahaha..for treating me and my 2 bros to watch Chicken Little @ JP Golden Village..we watched the 11pm show...b4 tat we had sum light snack @ Mc Cafe...i had the frappe mocha...YUMMY!!!!!!too bad my 2 bros didnt get the chance to get anything from Mc Cafe cos they reached a lil bit late cos they had their kompang training...As for me i was from irwan's place then i went straight there....
Untung si zela dapat bakal ibu mertua mcm si mak irwan...hahahaha....his mom is an outgoing person...im able to comminucate wif her easily....mcm2 crita...esp abt her late neighbour...bulu roma meremang oi...plak tu crita bila nak maghrib...hmmm...tk agak2.....and btw her asam pedas seeeeddaaaaaappppp!!!!!!!!
After that the both us headed to causeway point cos sum1 was hungry though we hv already eaten at irwan's place...ish2...who else if nt the 1 and only mariazela...hahahaha...tk kenyang2...hmmph!!!!we went to the foodcourt cos she wanna eat the nasi ayam...so off we went there and we met abang ahmad...nw i know who's the person that she's been talking about...baru makcik tahu....
I received a bad news yesterday morning from kak sally...nurul tinggi was admitted to the hospital suspected of appendicts...im sori tat im unable to visit u cos yesterday im quite bz...hope u'll get well soon....
YEEEAAAHHHH!!!!finally i've finished reading A Class Apart by Susan Lewis..u guys out there should checked out tis book..u'll be hooked reading this novel..okok.. i wont say much bt basically it's about frens...
And to u my hubby..i was shocked to received a msg from u yesterday afternoon....im counting down the days darlz....5 more days to go...waiting for u....muackz!
Sometimes it takes a tragedy to make one appreciate life - what would life be without friendship?

12:00 PM

Saturday, December 10, 2005

BJ and Baby Bob
the galz


Friday is here again...YEEAAAHHH!!!!i can have my beauty rest during the weekends...Today's SW lesson is like makan pengat labu hati ayam..tat's my term of wasting ur time...y???cos we're supposed to run for 4 1/2 rounds around the carpark bt due to the drizzling rain, we have to stop running and continued next week...gosh...it's tat a waste of time or wat...???!!!!we end up playing badminton in the hall...bt as usual wani, ogy and i instead of playing we're making fool of ourselves...hahaha...

Thanks kak sally for giving us the cake...yummy!!!and we had fun giving survey to the abang canteen...gosh he's pronunciation was worse than i can imagine.....genre to wateva lah...ntah apa2 ntah...hahahahahaha.....

Cant wait to meet zela arnd 4 @ woodlands..we're goin to irwan's house....sibuk je nk suruh org temankan...tau takutkan...hahaha....

Be waiting for your call.....

4:46 AM

Friday, December 09, 2005

Barney is a dinosaur from our imagination...
Me and my kuz...noni

oh no!!!wat's goin on...???



"The skit comp will be postponed to next friday 16th of december..."tat was the statement that ms noraini told us after our rehearsal...GOSH!!!!!!why must it be on the day tat im gonna fetch my loved ones from 2 weeks of confinement....FREAKKKK!!!!!!!*sighs*...bt thx to wani and ogy for making my day...esp to wani..wen we're hving our "tour" @ J8...we went to look for her angel stuff...we went to Bata konon2 nk tgk kasut angel lah tu...it's a white colour shoe...lawa gilerrr!!!!bt the salesperson plak tgk org mcm nk mkn..irritating sey!!!!furthermore it's a guy..and our miss wani's cheeks is turning red then she grabbed my hand and said "eh jln ah"...hahaha...kekek eh..tau malu...i dun noe how many times we walked past that shop and everytime we walked past Bata, i laughed like mad cos she was hiding behind me to avoid that guy look at her.....gosh wani....After so much fun of "round about the garden" we ate at long john and we met khai and her guy, rizal.....

We chatted for a awhile then we off to look for her eyeshadow glitter....so we went to red earth and she got 1...it's a purple colour...haiz wani2...

I told him the bad news but he said it's ok things have happened then nothing can be undone...maybe he'll drop by here or i'll meet him @ CCK...

I miss u soooo much dear....


You eat what you cook...

2:15 PM

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Cramps, cramps and more cramps...tat is wat i'll get wen i didnt attend malay dance for such a long time...i enjoyed the new dance tat abg yazid taught us...fun..beat of our hands by clapping, stomping using our legs and clicking away..went hm wif kak ira cos the rez of the galz head to kfc for dinner...

We had sum first aid talk by the SCDF in B2-07...the talk was ooookkkk....nt quite bored cos it was supposedly to be PR lesson bt due to the talk..the lesson was officially cancelled by the galz of ISA...hahaha...girlzzz....durh...

At last after 3 days of talking on the phone wif him for 5 mins..i got to chat wif him for almost half an hour...hahaha...kecoh siak background..mcm nk kena sumbat satu2 dgn cili padi baru diam...so many distractions...wat can i say...ARMY GUYS....hahaha...no offence people...the training was tough..obviously..if it wasnt then it's not called an army life...so guys out there who'll be goin to ns soon...do hv some training before u enter NS WORLD....

For the first time since i started school this term i didnt catch a wink in the train...how abt that...hahaha...cos i was so hooked up reading "A Class Apart" by Susan Lewis..thanks to ogypogycit for introducing me to this book as well as her books..not forgetting wawa too for listing down sum authors for me..thx people...

Happy 18th birthday farhan "kambing"... :)

12:54 AM

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

I love you
You love me
We're happy family
With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you muackz!
Won't you day you love me too..


A very millions thanks to my unc, cik bakhtiar afandi for giving us the complimentary tix to watch barney concerts @ D marquee downtown east..i went wif my 2 kuz liya and noni and also my bez buddy zela...thx to kak aishah who was stuck reading the da vinci's code book end up saying "malas ah nak pegi..nak abiskan baca buku ni.."thx a lot kuz..*sarcastic way*..u miss the hell loads of fun..takin pics in the toilet..tk agak2..had fun eating chocs and more chocs while watching the show..sing along wif Barney..hehe..dah ganyot pon masih nak nyanyi...hehehe....

The day has past..he's off to the island..gosh..i didnt send him off bt he did called me at 6.15 am...actually i set my alarm clock earlier..as soon as he called my tears couldnt stop flowing...im gonna miss him though it's only for 2 weeks...haiz...

Visited wawa's dad @ NUH together wif hubby, wani, rifa'i, ogy and aish...her dad's is in critical condition..be strong wawa..we're always be by ur side... :)

Had skit rehearsal after class yesterday..it was fun acting wif ISA galz..u guys are awesome...went to JE library wif ogypogy and had our meal at McD..finally i got to taste tepanyaki chicken meal...YUMMY!!!!

Lastly, reminder to all: dun ever play wif fire...dun ever get urself burnt....beware......


11:09 AM


I love you
You love me
We're happy family
With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you muackz!
Won't you day you love me too..


A very millions thanks to my unc, cik bakhtiar afandi for giving us the complimentary tix to watch barney concerts @ D marquee downtown east..i went wif my 2 kuz liya and noni and also my bez buddy zela...thx to kak aishah who was stuck reading the da vinci's code book end up saying "malas ah nak pegi..nak abiskan baca buku ni.."thx a lot kuz..*sarcastic way*..u miss the hell loads of fun..takin pics in the toilet..tk agak2..had fun eating chocs and more chocs while watching the show..sing along wif Barney..hehe..dah ganyot pon masih nak nyanyi...hehehe....

The day has past..he's off to the island..gosh..i didnt send him off bt he did called me at 6.15 am...actually i set my alarm clock earlier..as soon as he called my tears couldnt stop flowing...im gonna miss him though it's only for 2 weeks...haiz...

Visited wawa's dad @ NUH together wif hubby, wani, rifa'i, ogy and aish...her dad's is in critical condition..be strong wawa..we're always be by ur side... :)

Had skit rehearsal after class yesterday..it was fun acting wif ISA galz..u guys are awesome...went to JE library wif ogypogy and had our meal at McD..finally i got to taste tepanyaki chicken meal...YUMMY!!!!

Lastly, reminder to all: dun ever play wif fire...dun ever get urself burnt....beware......

11:09 AM

Friday, December 02, 2005

------Doa Perpisahan-------
Pertemuan kita di suatu hari
Menitiskan ukhwah yang sejati
Bersyukurku ke hadrat Illahi
Di atas jalilnan yang suci
Namun kini perpisahan yang terjadi
Dugaan yang menimpa diri ini
Bersabarlah di atas suratan
Ku tetap pergi jua
Kan ku utuskan salam ingatanku
Dalam doa kudusku sepanjang wktu
Ya Allah bantulah hamba mu
Mencari hidayah daripada Mu
Dalam mendidikkan kesabaran ku
Ya Allah tabahkan hati hamba mu
Di atas perpisahan ini
This song reminds me the first item we met at carnival @ marina while watching the fireworks..the time has come...only 1 day left im able to spend my precious time wif him..yesterday while we chatted on the phone,tears clouded my eyes bt i dunno why i juz couldnt bear to let it flow cos i know it will end up worse than u can ever know...i hv to adapt his absence for 2 weeks before his off from his confinement.....
Went to west mall to get sum of his stuff...sempat beli rokok eh...ish2..haha...watched the dvd james gave me..i thought it was a video bt it's loaded wif pics..pics and more pics...for those who have been asking for my mr and miss photo,i'll lend u the dvd...okie...???
As for today i feel sad for my buddy wawa...i know how ur feeling rite nw gal...mudah2an ur dad gonna recover soon..dun worry ogy, wani and i will pray for u..see you later aite..we will visit ur dad later k....
Stay strong gal...luv u alwaysz...
As for u hubby, take care and im gonna miss u and love u always...muuuaaaccckkzzz!!!!!

11:31 AM


------Doa Perpisahan-------
Pertemuan kita di suatu hari
Menitiskan ukhwah yang sejati
Bersyukurku ke hadrat Illahi
Di atas jalilnan yang suci
Namun kini perpisahan yang terjadi
Dugaan yang menimpa diri ini
Bersabarlah di atas suratan
Ku tetap pergi jua
Kan ku utuskan salam ingatanku
Dalam doa kudusku sepanjang wktu
Ya Allah bantulah hamba mu
Mencari hidayah daripada Mu
Dalam mendidikkan kesabaran ku
Ya Allah tabahkan hati hamba mu
Di atas perpisahan ini
This song reminds me the first item we met at carnival @ marina while watching the fireworks..the time has come...only 1 day left im able to spend my precious time wif him..yesterday while we chatted on the phone,tears clouded my eyes bt i dunno why i juz couldnt bear to let it flow cos i know it will end up worse than u can ever know...i hv to adapt his absence for 2 weeks before his off from his confinement.....
Went to west mall to get sum of his stuff...sempat beli rokok eh...ish2..haha...watched the dvd james gave me..i thought it was a video bt it's loaded wif pics..pics and more pics...for those who have been asking for my mr and miss photo,i'll lend u the dvd...okie...???
As for today i feel sad for my buddy wawa...i know how ur feeling rite nw gal...mudah2an ur dad gonna recover soon..dun worry ogy, wani and i will pray for u..see you later aite..we will visit ur dad later k....
Stay strong gal...luv u alwaysz...
As for u hubby, take care and im gonna miss u and love u always...muuuaaaccckkzzz!!!!!

11:31 AM


------Doa Perpisahan-------
Pertemuan kita di suatu hari
Menitiskan ukhwah yang sejati
Bersyukurku ke hadrat Illahi
Di atas jalilnan yang suci
Namun kini perpisahan yang terjadi
Dugaan yang menimpa diri ini
Bersabarlah di atas suratan
Ku tetap pergi jua
Kan ku utuskan salam ingatanku
Dalam doa kudusku sepanjang wktu
Ya Allah bantulah hamba mu
Mencari hidayah daripada Mu
Dalam mendidikkan kesabaran ku
Ya Allah tabahkan hati hamba mu
Di atas perpisahan ini
This song reminds me the first item we met at carnival @ marina while watching the fireworks..the time has come...only 1 day left im able to spend my precious time wif him..yesterday while we chatted on the phone,tears clouded my eyes bt i dunno why i juz couldnt bear to let it flow cos i know it will end up worse than u can ever know...i hv to adapt his absence for 2 weeks before his off from his confinement.....
Went to west mall to get sum of his stuff...sempat beli rokok eh...ish2..haha...watched the dvd james gave me..i thought it was a video bt it's loaded wif pics..pics and more pics...for those who have been asking for my mr and miss photo,i'll lend u the dvd...okie...???
As for today i feel sad for my buddy wawa...i know how ur feeling rite nw gal...mudah2an ur dad gonna recover soon..dun worry ogy, wani and i will pray for u..see you later aite..we will visit ur dad later k....
Stay strong gal...luv u alwaysz...
As for u hubby, take care and im gonna miss u and love u always...muuuaaaccckkzzz!!!!!

11:31 AM

Thursday, December 01, 2005

4mths....?10 years...?this numbers kept playing in my mind since yesterday conversation...4 mths cos sum of the 1st year admin students will be selected to go to beijing for further studies there...bt it's gonna be next year september...it will be a great experience for me study overseas..though no doubt im gonna celebrate fasting month, hari raya, my birthday and hubby birthday there wif my frens instead of being wif my loved ones... :"(

He approved me of goin..bt i hvnt inform this to my parents yet...i will left him all alone here for 4 mths (tat is if im selected), he told me that he'll be goin to england for his rugby coaching course for 3-5 years if i was selected...wat the...???!!!!!3-5 YEARS!!!!!!????????hw about that...doesnt he know the differences between months and years...?gosh i'll be all alone hanging out at town or where ever i wanna go..5 years i wouldnt be able to meet him, hear his voice...basically im gonna miss everything...miss his warm hugs...miss his gudnite kiss....gosh wonder i'll be able to cope wif tat...though no doubt i'll be bz wif my sch stuff...haiz...

I think enuff of the mournful feeling...*snap*..okie im back!!!!yesterday had a fun time wif the finalists for the appreciation day for those who hv helped out during the competition...thx guys..we owe u lotz!!!!kauz..semalam sum pakai lepak siak...even the winner, jannah(not me),pakai sakai je...sneakers lagi..tk agak2....

It's kinda sad cos we're nt gonna meet each other again..sighs..bt do keep in touch k...misz u guys soo much..misz all the times we had..if only i could turn back time....hmmm....

And to u hubby, no matter wat i'll wait for u....love u dear..muuuaaccckzz!!!!!

2 days to go.....

8:34 AM