Thursday, August 31, 2006
Stressed...Too many things on my mind...Aaaaaaaaarrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!In school now solving my fren's relationship situations.....haiz...Alhamdulillah, his grandmother had her ops this morning and it went well smoothly....thank god...Gosh..im damn bloated now...Just had Mc Spicy Double meals for supper..Padahal 2 hours b4 tat i had golden pillow....muahahaha...And i ate M&M's courtesy of haida..though mr chua was scolding me for eating chocs cos he's afraid i'll lose my voice tmr...choi!!!!Wahlau i feel so damn bloatedlah..and yeah im gonna be FAT....geesh!!!As i was happily eating McD's meal, we watched "The Lake House"..it's a very sweet, romantic, sad story...but wateva it is i just luuurve the ending....cos tat's where they met...muahahaha...and now im so in love with keanu reeves..sori dear....hehe...muackz!And tat nana was like making 1 big hu ha wen keanu got the letter..and for god's sake she cried..haiyo....Now im sleepy but the sc room light is still brighty lit open cos the guys's are watching "The Fast & Furious: Tokyo Drift" and the sweet ladies doing all the wrappings for the last minute gifts...mcm rewang gitu...In just a while there'll be an alarm(Mr Chua, tat is...) for the fellow SC's to sleep...cos we have to wake up early tmr morning to finish up the deco...hopefully tmr won't rain and the show will run smoothly...insya Allah....And hopefully my performance went well..Insya Allah..and to him, thanx for the good luck wish..heart u dear...KENYANG SIAK!!!!!In the absence of love, there is nothing worth fighting for.....
3:55 PM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Was supposed to enter another entry...
But nvm....
Too many things stuck in my mind rite nw....
Dunno where to start with...
I think im out....
Bye....
11:53 AM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Finally stress managemet over.....bah!!!!And now im online chatting wif ogy and qai..while waiting for teacher's day rehearsal and the carnival emcee meeting...Haiz..so many things....Exams around the corner and i havent even start a thing...afjwfgjkenfcjrghjnfjehgkjfuw!!!!!!Izzah, i know ur feelings rite now...like a roller coaster ride...dun worry k..i will facing it too...lets hug k..*hugs*To my dearest cuzzie,wateva decision u decide, i respect wholefully....whether u with S or H, im happy with your choice...u know urself better...."Love comes naturally comes from the heart..."*hugs*The past cannot be changed....The future is still in your power.....
5:59 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
I was shoked wen my i saw the tagboard which my cousin tagged me..i was wondering wat dream did she mean?Is it about my entry or something??I need the answer people!!!!!!!!*Sigh*Supposed to have our OA presentation todae but due to the LCD projector and laptop got into some technical problems, we have to postpone it till monday...bummer!!!!Currently im like 1 busy woman cos teachers' day coming and here comes the busy bees staying back, decorating, practicing their performances, etc etc etc.....tired, exhausted, lethargic...hmm....Out of words...happy weekends people!!!!!The past cannot be changed...The future is still in your power.....
2:23 AM
Friday, August 18, 2006
You can never know how relief i am when he finally msgd me at arnd 9.00pm yesterday....i thought im gonna lose him..which i can't afford to..furthermore it's our 1 year anniversary yesterday..but he's fine now...alhamdulillah....He weeped wen he woke up from his daze..and he found tat his body was full of wires...pity him...the reason he cried cos he just cant imagine he's leaving me all alone in this world...My mind went bizarre yesterday..i couldnt sleep...i was crying half the nite...and the next day wen i went to school my eyes was very damn 'bengkak'..due to tat i wore my spectacles the whole day in school...hmmm....I just couldnt imagine if he leaves but then tat's part and parcel of life...life has to move on...i just cant be in a mournful mood and stop being myself..bubbly, cheery and talkative...Im longing for his hug rite now....I miss you hubby..and dun leave me all alone k...muackz!Happy Birthday Hazwan & Haidil.......You don't marry someone you can live with...You marry the person who you cannot live without...
3:52 AM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Happy 1 year anniversary!
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1:38 AM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
I think im having mental block...So many things and so much will and going to happen...Why's everything must be in such a sudden?????Im not willing to let you go off but it's for your own good and furthermore it's part of your responsibility.....Does that mean i have to celebrate all the special moments,anniversaries and birthdays separately.....?????I know it's hard for the both of us to accept it,but maybe that's the biggest sacrifice tat we have to make..whether we like it or not...But wateva it is, although u're far away from my sight but u always gonna be deep in my heart.......Friend love says: If you ever need anything, I'll be there...True love says: You'll never need anything, I'll be there.....
3:04 AM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Happy Belated National Day people!!!!!Wonder if you guys had fun relaxing and enjoying urself with ur loved ones....I had..Though it's a last minute thingy..tanx to me..hehehe...Oklah partly...cos i really wanna watch the fireworks extravaganza with him but due to his late grandmother prayers going on we had to cancel it...and since im bored to death rotting at home with my 2 dino-brothers..i called him and he's going with his frens and i insist to tag along...hehehe...As usual im the earliest waiting for a bunch of CCK guys at the last cab like one rotten egg...and i know who should be blamed..it's polong..haiz....forever late...haha..ok..so we headed to beach road cos nas and his cutey and chubby bro wanna have their meal...while me and him just happily drank our sugarcane juice..yummy!!!Fajar, hidhir and faziz joined us fter tat...we had to 'selit-selit' to catch the fireworks at kallang...it's dark and i was holding on to his shirt all the way..sori dear but im afraid im gonna get lost among thousands of patriotic singaporeans....hehe...It's so in a million times romantic got to watch the fireworks on national day live..although not in the stadium itself but at least i got to catch it..hmmmm...thanx again dear for bringing me...muackz!After watching the fabulous fireworks, we walked to the WWII memorial...we laughed our hearts out loud...played 'Truth Or Dare'..nasib baik tak kena..haha..and we played the 'Police & Thief' game with cards..haha..kiddoz...If only i owned a digicam...gonna take loads of pics...hmmm.....After so much having fun i ended up having a bad headache..and tat's the reason why i absent from school yesterday..haiz...Okiez currently im waiting for nana to upload the NDP pics we took in school..and i was like one meenachi wearing punjabi suit..courtesy of alvina..thanx sweetz...now i have only 1 grp photo..enjoyz...
Enuff said..outz!
(PS:i missed the other two-some.... ):'..)
It is always the best policy to speak the truth, unless, of course, you are an exceptionally good liar....
2:48 AM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
First and foremost i would like to express my condolonces to hubby's late grandmother who had just passsed away yesterday due to kidney failures, diabetes and heart problems.....Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya....Amin........Congrats to the probations who made it to the SC family....especially 2 of my buddies..Intan, the wacko, and Maya, the feminist...hehehe..welcome aboard ladies....but unfortunately both of them not in my committee.......and congrats to Imran and Shariman as well....Finally OA projects over...but the nightmare's not done yet.....there's still the presentation......And sometimes having 2 of the group members who is dumbfounded and stubborn and dun have the initiative to come forward to asked or even attend meetings on the project......god!!!!!!1 who just doesn't stop complaining while the other 1 silent fool...it's as if we're talking to a wall......We just had enuff of them.....Wateva BITCH!!!!!!!National day's coming and there's rehearsal todae after school...im performing for the last time..singing "Together We Make A Difference" together with the rest of the SCs....i saboed them..hehehe........There i think i've done my part....enuff said....outz!!!It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend..............
1:48 AM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Finally after a week got to meet him....Heaven.....And so i cried on his shirt......Weep non stop...I juz cant figure out why........Maybe i missed him terribly.....??But it's just a week...What if he's gone for 3 weeks????Gosh.....It'll turn out bad......Got him this beads from X-Craft...And thank god he liked it...It's just a small token from me.....I apologised for being so romatic on my entry todae.....I juz dunno why im feeling like this...Hmmmm..........Hatred is awfully heavy to carry around like an overloaded backpack or it gets inside you and its always there, whatever else you're doing even when you wake up in the morning, there's a lump inside you and you know something's really wrong and after a minute you remember what it is - you hate someone............
1:48 AM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Now im stressed with my blog...Where's my profile???Where's my taggie???Where's links????Gosh this comp drives me mad....Aaaaaaaarrrrrrgggghhhhh!!!!!The verdict's out...He's gonna leave either on 25th or 26th September....and will only be back 6 days before Hari Raya.....Gonna miss him.....Weekends was mundane...Had gathering @ teck whye's for my cuzzins and lil sis birthday celebrations.....Nice blackforest cake....yummy!!!!It's nice to hear tat everyone's happy with their loved ones.....Life without friendship is like death without witness.......
1:44 AM
